I want to pick up from the conversation Brent and I had driving home after dropping H off at S’s parents home. I mentioned in an earlier post that we are a family that laughs A LOT, and there is always a lot of good natured ribbing of one another. This was one of those moments. We backed out of the driveway at S’s parent’s home and started down the street, I looked at B and he back at me, and we both just died laughing. It was so bad we pulled into a church parking lot at the end of the block bc B said he needed a moment. The first thing B said to me was “please tell you think that was as hot as I do.” I obviously did and let him know that it was the most intense and erotic thing I’d ever experienced. We got back on the road and talked about the experience and everything we both felt all the way home. (BTW….does anyone else find they have just the best conversations while in the car driving, or is that my weird thing?) I digress….Brent asked me to tell me everything I’d felt or thought during the experience, and boy did I have a list! I had diarrhea of the mouth and felt like I just rambled but I believe I got everything out, lol. I explained to him how I loved the fact that on the spur of the moment, bc the hotel stop wasn’t planned. He saw me in the backseat with H, saw me enjoying kissing him, and took it upon himself to give me a gift. I explained that when we came out of the shower and he had the bed covers pulled back for for H and I, and knowing B was doing it for me, that I felt like I loved him more in that moment than I ever had. It really is a selfless act for a husband to do something so intimate as sharing his wife with another man. I explained that seeing him smiling at me, and stroking his cock as H went down on me was what freed me to let go and really be intimate experience. It was an affirmation that it was all okay. Thats kind of the emotional side how I felt. On the physical side of things. When Brent asked me if H’s cock felt good in my pussy….that was basically giving me permission to become a tigress. Although we had had dirty talk in bed together, I’d never done it with anyone but B. In that moment my inner slut came out, and I confessed to B that it was just flowing and I had no idea I could or would get that dirty with my talk. Lastly, I explained that when after H had finished in me and Brent basically discarded him, that Brent’s masculinity in that moment sent me totally over the edge. The intensity and ferocity that he reclaimed me with made me feel, more than ever had before, that I was and would always be his. In that moment I felt more safe and more of a woman, his woman, that I ever had before. We actually still talk about the “reclaim orgasm” I had that day. I’d always known B was an alpha but I’d never really seen him exhibit it to that degree. He’s typically the chill guy in the room, that no one really knows what to think of. There’s this vibe he puts off that makes ya think “is he super low key, or is he waiting for his moment to strike.” I guess it’s just a quiet confidence that oozes out of him.
I wrote this post to basically tell how the initial HW’ish experience I had has really impacted my subsequent experiences that I will eventually get around to sharing, and to convey that it’s the safety, security, and protectiveness I received from Brent that allows me to be free and fully let go to experience being a hotwife.
In my next post I want to share the experience from Brent’s pov, but I need to ask him some questions first to make sure my memory is accurate.
Last thing I’ll say in this post (I know I’ve been a blabber mouth) is that it wasn’t until September of 2021 before we played with anyone other than H&S (we saw them 3 more times during that span) but I will eventually get to that “first” experience of actually meeting someone with the intention of having a HW encounter.
In between the big posts, I want you to know that I love the back and forth with this community, but these long post take some effort! Whew!
